Complete Truth

Maybe it's the many drinks speaking
But their truth is unquestionable
Without refrain and doubt
Uninhibited
Invincible
I wish I could have spent my night with you
I may never see you again
And no one likes to see potential pass by

Though pride says this is unacceptable
Humility says peace and good luck

Whenever birds pass overhead I'll think "Fly"
And be reminded of you

If restraint is a show of character
I'm one of the lost Dwarfs
I mean wow
Look at you
Passion is Lusts cousin
I'm kind of digging both

But I don't know who I'm into more
And I don't know you
Plus I'm slightly too jaded to know you as I wish I could

So what could be a great friendship
Is tainted by my hormones and self interest
And what could be one hot fling
Is crushed by my self control and respect for you
Like I said before
My body hates me
And my soul loves me
Conflicts of interest is a language as old as time
And damn is it fun to decipher
But I'm pretty sure the hieroglyphics still read the same:
"Nice guys finish last"

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Wisdom teaches you to leave it alone
Hope tells you to try even a little

Fear is a bitch and a powerful mistress
Confidence is a mistress and a powerful bitch