Convince Yourself

I held your hand as your face leaked
And tears were all that you could speak
I sat in silence then built you up
As you were breaking down I fell in love
I didn't give you wings I just taught you how to fly
You were beautiful on your own You never had to try
All you needed was a bit of encouragement
Needed to realize that you were heaven sent
You and only you designs yourself
You write your own destiny leave that to no one else
But I'll be damed if I don't want you so fucking bad
I'll guarantee sweetie I'll be the best love you've ever had
But the heart wants what it want and your heart don't want me
I enjoyed the time we had together but lets forget everything
Forget I ever said that bit about me loving you
Or convince yourself it was a lie not a part of it was true
Because that's just what I've done my dear and I swear I'll do it again
I'd rather be with you than without even if I have to play pretend
I wanna say that my heart doesn't ache sometimes God knows that it does
But if I can just stay at your side I swear I'll give up love


So hurry
Hurry
Hurry up
Make my words a memory