Smile Forever

I told the future it could fuck itself

I want you with me & I want nothing else

But what I want for you is joy & no confusion

So I say leave this place girl just keep on movin

Just know I care for you and that I always will

But I might die from your goodbye because broken hearts do kill

Your friend & your delight but not your everything

My heart races at the sight of you & I don’t know what it means

I have no poker face cant read the cards I’m delt

Don’t know what you’ve done to me or why I feel what I’ve never felt

Can’t look you in the eye don’t understand the way I feel

Hoped that this was an illusion but my love for you is real

Carve your image into my dreams your voice becomes my song

Hold me captive every second & I’ll listen all day long

Conflicted by the way I feel & how I should behave

But my heart is not the boss of me, no I am not a slave

My mind may flood with thoughts but I try not to drown

I’ve been to this place before & I am wiser now

I’m stronger than an impulse yet sometimes it cripples me

Because even when I’m with you, we can never be

So goodbye to the place where you’ll leave a love you’ve never known

Can I ever forget your embrace? Heaven only knows

But I’ll always cherish our moments & the times we had together

So if I never see you again just remember to smile forever